倒是加倍喜爱上了这个中年男人

By admin in 美高美游戏官方网站 on 2019年10月10日

终究没能爱上lolita,虽然她也曾经聪明可爱,一度令人迷恋。可是,到最后,我实在没法喜爱上她。反倒有些怨恨,虽然我也知道未必是她的错。

Lolita, light of my life, fire of my loins. My sin, my soul. Lo-lee-ta
I looked and looked at her, and I knew, as clearly as I know that I will
die, that I loved her more than anything I had ever seen or imagined on
earth. She was only the dead-leaf echo of the nymphet from long ago –
but I loved her, this Lolita, pale and polluted and big with another
man’s child. She could fade and wither – I didn’t care. I would still go
mad with tenderness at the mere sight of her face.
Humbert把lolita看作生命的所有,爱得疯狂,热烈,Lolita一开始也被韩拔吸引过,可是Humbert这种极端狂热的控制欲终究令她窒息,最终选择离去找个相同年龄的普通人平淡过一辈子。这场爱情里,Lolita没有错,爱情为什么一定得是平等的?她在十五六岁的年纪如何承受的起韩拔炽热的爱情?而人到中年的Humbert已经历经了人间百态变得心境明敞,遇到能让他燃起浑身热血和激情的Lolita,当然不会轻易放弃,只是这份爱对一个尚未成年的少女而言太沉重了…

 

I looked and looked at her. And I knew as clearly as I know that I will
die. That I loved her more than anything I’d seen or imagined on earth.
She was the only dead leaf echo of the nymphet from long ago. But I LOVE
HER: this Lolita, pale and polluted and big with another man’s child.
She would fade and wither. I didn’t care. I would still go mad with
tenderness, at the mere sight of her face.

可是如果她因为贫穷,虚荣或欲望或无知无耻,堕落沦落成一个不好的她自己。我们真的想毁灭那些毁掉了她的人和环境。

当她误会他要陪他开房才肯给钱她(她从来不曾懂得他)。当他说“你拒绝跟我一起离开这里同生共死相守一生,仍然可以得到钱。”她喜出望外地笑出声说’really?”当她发现给她的钱远高过她信中要求的数目,他离开时她惊喜呼“rechard,
good news“,她从来不曾懂得他。
当他看着她欣喜的数他千里迢迢送来的钱,突然恸哭,她伸出手问他怎么了?他说“别碰我,一碰我就会死。”i’ll
die if u touch me..
我们爱过的人,也许并不真的值得我们那么牵挂爱恋,可是又有什么关系呢?
我们傻傻地爱着的人

终究没爱上lolita,倒是加倍喜爱上了这个中年男人

除了乱伦的不赞同,对于爱情的种种感觉,尤其是奋不顾身,身不由己;计较嫉恨和愤怒地插入却是无力的抽插;和不被对方重视和回应的无力感,我们竟然是相似的。
我想我喜爱这个男人。

如果她贫穷或实现不了梦想不能如愿不能开心的过她想要的生活,我们会难过,我们会默默为她加油,我们希望能为她做点什么;

 我们都一样,Herbert

我们希望和我们爱的人一起,照顾她,守护她,伴她一起成长变化,一生一世;

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